Have you ever seen vertical film print strips? Do you remember where first?
Vertical
The first time I saw her
she was vertical
Head tilted back laughing
while smoking a cigarette.
The lines in her mouth
turned into a smile when she looked my way.
It wasn’t the first time
we’d laid eyes on each other
But it was the first time I
noticed how much I loved her laugh
And the imprint of her
stayed with me.
Tonight, again I’m
vertical.
Looking at her
As the crowd parts,
I can’t help but smile.
I’m not sure why she’s looking
at a guy like me.
I don’t want her to stop.
But she does.
Turning her head.
I know what she wants.
She wants me to come to
her.
So I do.
Walk over.
Find my place by her.
Find my place by her.
I try to talk to her.
Interrupt what’s she’s
saying.
I think I’m always
interrupting her.
She always tells me I’m
not.
Blowing a puff of smoke at
me
There’s a hint of
nostalgia in her playfulness.
The first time she was
smoking a French cigarette
Toying with it in her
mouth.
Up down and around.
Making me laugh.
Asking me how I’m doing.
I just talked.
I’m sure it was fine, because
she laughed and asked more.
Tonight she’s just
reaching out at my arm.
A puff of smoke as she
grabs at my hands.
Pulling me down.
Looking into my eyes.
Hinting for a kiss.
I don’t ever want her to
stop looking so I concede a kiss.
It’s not enough and she
looks away.
Every time she does my
heart pulls back and into my chest.
The pressure is
unbearable.
The thought of losing that
look entices me to sit.
But I don’t.
I tease her with the
thought of leaving.
My hands move to untangle from
her grip.
She releases smoke at me
without a smile.
I know this game is for
keeps.
Playing to win.
If win, I get her hand.
She wins and gets mine.
Bend to her will or let
go.
Finally removing her
fingers from mine
Results in the pout of her
lip.
A small reminder that
she’s not happy with my actions,
But will proceed.
And proceed she does
With a stroke of my leg.
My hips lean forward.
A physiological impulse
that reminds me
To get control.
Unprepared for the reaction
of my own body
I edge back until she’s
reaching for me and…
Vertical.
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