Heart

Golden Afternoon Kiss - Tyler Shields

What do you see when lovers are kissing? Love, lust or passion connection? This doll sees a passionate golden connection between two people; their unison is a passionately open embrace where no lustful struggle over power is evident. Why? You see what you reflect. 

To explain... 

Passion stems from the heart. And as well compassion extends from the heart. You see, the heart chakra has no conflict in it. All things are in balance. Love moves through your life & stems from your self-love & compassion for all beings & things in the universe. Lust is a power struggle of the conflicting emotions of love and greed.

Love is secondary in Buddhism. Compassion for others is first and foremost the priority in Buddhism. Love is a selfish concept, romantic love & lust are even more of binding influences we place onto others that are unnecessary.

It's believed that heart based compassion is universal & unconditional. There is no limit on the love available to us in the universe. But for most people there is a limit to the love they are willing to recieve and give. A weak heart will reject love rather than allow rejection. 

As humans we crave the physical & emotional intimacy yet we are grappling with feelings of loneliness, fear and jealousy within. Being consumed by such feelings drag us into the same situation and similar partners over and over again. To heal and have the happy open heart able to recieve and give love we must first love & accept ourselves.

Personally when I opened my heart to receive compassion from others, my life changed and I found myself more willing to give selflessly because I had plenty of love & compassion within myself already. You see, I do not make demands for love from others. I have enough. And I can give my compassion where & to whoever I choose.

Here's a 300 that is a story of passion. It's not meant for anyone or about anyone. It's just a story. Please do not make my entries personal. It saddens me to see others suffer needlessly and add to their burdens. Do not confuse the illusion of your mind from what is real. Besides... This doll finds that her favorite Ken is quite comfortable and secure enough not to confuse his reality with her fiction. Whatta man! Indeed he is!

Enjoy!

Kisses, m.

Skin

(4-9-2011)

The darkness of night comes and wakes my body to find me still around him inside wanting more. In the cool air of the dark room lives the creature of silence that waits for our sounds. In this moment we’re still continuing in, there’s the absence of depth and boundaries to the world.

The folds of the sheets can not separate our interlocking forms. Both of his arms are wrapped securely around my reclining waist as he lifts my left leg back to meet him for another dance. Buried deep between our legs a slow fire rises from the ash once again. We are the very pieces of a human puzzle connecting in a perfect moving union. There’s no end or beginning with our gradual movements that escalate from slumber to full awakening.

Waking fingers begin their tingling dance across our bareness. The weight of his fingers lessens as they dance on the bare flesh of my left hip bone. Beneath their touch my skin responds with tiny shocks of electrical current shooting to the tips of both of my feet.

The gooseflesh climbs from the top of my arms down to the base of my calves when he gently exhales a breath of air against the back of my neck. The warmth of my open palm caresses the small of his back and the base of spine shocks with reaction to my touch. My warm lips find a home upon his wandering lips that seek solace in their momentary embrace.

With every kiss we’re climbing toward the release of our flesh. Touches send shockwaves of electrical currents within our union, until the moment arrives and subsides to leave us locked into placed once more in the darkness of night masked in the sheets surrounded by the sounds of silence.