Control.

Control.

Control. That’s what they all want. See them running around yelling at each other like that. No respect. No control over themselves so they displace it onto others.

Oh, hello. I’m fitting you today. Lovely meeting you meeting me isn’t it? Although I’m not entirely sure of whom you are but it’s someone on my list of important names. And apparently you’re the most important one.

Christina? Charlotte? My list seems to be out of… wait there you are Rachel Thorn. Not familiar, but very kind. You are welcome. I can read a person a mile a way and you my dear are pure kindness.

From the looks of things they have you down as a size 2, now that isn’t right, is it? But it…

OF COURSE VERA! I know I got the memo. She’s a size 2. Blah-blah-blah.

Tell me, do you like them lying to you or is it you lying to yourself on this? Shh. There’s no judgment. But I’m the last person in the world you can lie to about size. It’s a shame at that. You are a very lovely size 6, and there’s nothing wrong with that.

Can’t breathe love? With all this chaos and nonsense who can blame you.

Pills! No, Goddamn it. Alan! Get this person out of my sight she doesn’t need anything like that.

Don’t they pay you bitches to fight with each other instead of bothering me? Go somewhere else and do that. Take your sizes and pills with you.

Ah, breathing? Yes. Here’s a paper bag. Go on. Like when you were a child. Slow. Deep Breathes. Good girl.

Alright let’s not focus on them, let’s focus on this marvelous dress instead.  And honey, no one will know that you’re anything other than fabulous when we’re done.

300. Control. We’re all capable of having it. Living in it. And letting go of it once in a while. A friend told me a while back that they felt like everyone around them called the shots. I told my friend that you choose what you want to happen and how much happens. No one else. The people that matter will understand and the people that do not matter will take offense by these actions. Either way you’ll know your own limits and set the pace for others to follow. People who care about you will respect these limitations you set for yourself as long as they are healthy. People who don’t will be disrespectful, seeing these limits working against them. And on that note, you know that old saying: If you have enemies in this life, that means you stood up for yourself at some point.  Anyhow, hope the day, the night, the Wednesday is going great for everyone. kisses. enjoy. m.