My roof has got no ceiling.

I don't wanna feel this way...
I don't wanna feel this way...

I don't wanna feel this way,
Won't somebody take away this feeling.

I'm looking at an open sky,
It's like my roof has got no ceiling.

It's wrong to feel this way,
I know it's wrong, I know it's bad
To only see what isn't there,
To want and want and never have.
But you know there's more to me now, don't you?
You'll always cover for me, won't you?
Won't you?

And this used to look half-full,
Now some days it looks half-empty.
And some days it feels like nothing,
It always used to feel like plenty.

It's wrong to feel this way,
I know it's wrong, I know it's bad
To only see what isn't there,
To want and want and never have.
But you know there's more to me now, don't you?
You'll always cover for me, won't you?
Won't you?

I don't wanna feel this way
Won't somebody take away this feeling.

You play good cop, I play bad cop,
Still my roof has got no ceiling.

Still my roof has got no ceiling.

I don't wanna feel this way...
I don't wanna feel this way...

I don't wanna feel this way...
I don't wanna feel this way...

Good Cop, Bad Cop - Everything but the Girl



A few days ago I was feeling sorry for myself. Which is me being messy and ridiculous. And it's unnecessary. I felt myself slipping back into that place again, attacking myself and I couldn't handle it. It's not a good place. Everyone is an enemy. EVERYONE! No matter who or what. But I had a chat with someone close to me, a couple days back and I'm in better spirits about it all. The struggle will continue and it doesn't matter if I face it on my own. Cause... no one is ever really alone. We all have our off days and you are not alone. kisses m.